words aren't always what they mean. cc: aan aquino and jarvik toledo

im the most stupid person when it comes to reading between lines. im so straightforward you can always say you hate me than me interpreting your actions or id rather you telling me that in front of my face than hear it behind my back. yes, take the pain, id rather know.

when people say, they want to bring the friendship back even though im hesitant, people advised to be nice, because that move of saying those friendship words is an effort. and so, be nice, be good. and that's what i did. what do i get? the exact opposite of lets bring the friendship back.

im not hurt. seriously. because this is the moment of my life, when i learn to love myself even more, to see what ive missed in the last 21 years of my life. and someone, who plans to ruin it wont succeed.

im just pissed off. why?

because though i accepted that i was wrong, i was indeed right. garsh.

happy thoughts. nothing. i just want to acknowledge a few girls who's making life bright and shiny lately. their company, is the best.


1. sweet. kahit di ka masyado nagtetext at nagpaparamdam, i love our kwentuhans. you are the little sister i never had. i dont mean to be mushy and all, and even if wala ko nacontribute sa pagkatao mo, im so proud of what you've accomplished specially sa EC. it was my bright idea to recruit you from my day one of being the evp last year. unang editorial cartoon mo pa lang, hanga na kami, seryoso! pinapahunt pa kita noon kila trina. anyway, thanks for all your help, especially with my artsy requirements i cant handle and for listening for my life's grudges. how i wished nasa EC pa ko edi ang saya sana. let me know if i should wait for you, sabay tayo magmasters! or law school. you will be dean at ako ang president ng skul. haha. winner.

2. pumba. who would've thought we'll be friends, oh, good friends, textmates when something happens at kahit walang kwentang usapan tulad ng mga linyang, "wala na ko sa banda - alex." at sasagutin ko ng "wala na sa banda si alex bossing - extra". o di kaya ng sagutan ng iba't-ibang kulay o prutas. o db, nonsense? si pumba na ata ang exact opposite ko pero kami ay magkasundo. kahit sinasabi mong wala kang bilib sa sarili mo o ang mga taong nakapaligid sayo, ako meron. kaya mag-apply ka na nga editor dun sa binibigay ko sayo. sa shaw lang yun! what is starbucks tayo lage lage pag rich na tayong muli, ako pala malapit na. salamat sa paghihintay nyo ni chi sa gateway for meatshop at yellowcab kahit sa seattle's best tayo nauwi. salamat sa mga breathe songs natin, sa breathe alliance, at higit sa lahat, sa pagturo mo sa akin para huminga. hindi ko sasabihin na you are the "ate" i never had dahil sabi mo nga, ang buhay ko ay may plano ay sayo ay wala. haha.. pero jona, salamat at kahit wala na tayo sa st. paul, we were given a chance to get to know each other more (yun ang mga hirit, pag di mo pa mahal, db mami?) hehe. pumba, hinga lang... magiging ok ka din. mahahanap mo din ang para sayo. tama na ang psp. maawa ke buwi.

3. sa lahat ng chatmates ko sa makati at pati un mga nasa qc na rin! hindi man boredom 2007 ang drama ngayon, at least, may napaglalabasan ako ng sama ng loob kapag gusto ko ng iuntog ang ulo ko dahil sa trabaho at vertigo.

4. ke nascel, my evil twin sister at office. ayoko magsalita, dahil last week mo na. ggrrrr.

5. sa mc society, it was nice knowing there's a always a reason to go back to st. paul.

6. at shempre, ke Bossing up there (ay hindi pala sya gurl) na walang sawang sumusuporta sa mga endeavors ni wanie sa buhay nya. hanggang ngayon, humihinga pa.


at nga pala this is my 100th post for blogger, not sure though for multiply. wala lang. centennial entry.

vamonos!